i would rather talk about what happened today because yesterday was disastrous to put it nicely. Yesterday, during the Thunder moon, I went to bed around 6pm because everything was unravelling so rapidly I couldn’t keep it all together & needed to reset. Tears were bubbling up for no apparent reason. I didn’t plan to sleep for 13 hours but that is what happened. Luckily I have the most amazingly understanding family, that moved on allowing me to rest. I love them so.
But like I said, I would rather talk about today. My days are better when I can be in & appreciate each moment. It’s not like anything spectacular happened, it was more about noticing the moments & smiling in the fullness of their simplicity.
today I . . .
~ woke up to our baby, Finnegan, walking into our room holding his blanket.
~ drank a cup of coffee brewed with a real dried red pepper from Santa Fe sitting on top of the grounds.
~ made a yummy green smoothie with hemp nuts & cacao nibs.
~ swam with Finnegan in our pool. Love how the water can instantly cool my skin.
~ added some life to the pool area with planted grasses in baskets.
~ ate some whole foods gluten-free nutty bread with ghee. (so incredibly yummy)
~ sat on our porch in the blanket of humid heat with Larry & worked on my newest necklace.
~let Larry take out the tomato plants & we planned our living wall.
~ swam some more with Finnegan, he loves to dive for rocks.
~ went to Wabash Feed Store to see the chickens & other cool things they had.
~ ate yummy veggie nachos that Larry made.
~ swam some more with Larry & Finnegan. He is so busy in the water, gathering, throwing, collecting, swimming, diving & on & on.
~ went for a walk listened to the cicadas & felt the humid warmth wrap around me like a soft blanket. Contemplated juicing for a week or so.
~ watched the thriller, Twisted, with Ashley Judd, Andy Garcia (yum) & Samuel L. Jackson with Larry (double Yum).
Much better day, I’m feeling full & whole, time for bed.
note to self – need more creativity in EVERY day!!!